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☆钚锝钚鑀☆是否你曾经注意 我的眼泪流在透明的水里 July 17 忍不住了 连世界卫生组织都已经不在意新增的猪流感了 在美国老早就没有关于猪流感的新闻了 众所周知 这个流感并不难治 怕担责任的专家都出来说猪流感没有那么严重 所以，想对那些把我当病毒的人说：旁友！那帮帮忙哦！ 想对照样约我出去的朋友说：谢谢你们的不嫌弃！够朋友！ February 17 change MSN space is totally different now, changed a lot, is more and more like facebook. Everything is changing: surrounding, personality, concepts..... Some are being changed too fast for me to adapt to, seems happening in a dream. Surfing online, browsing friends' blogs as usual makes me feel I never left the place I had always been. Luckily, people now can use something called internet. Life here is way easier than before. Taking subway and then walking to school is my routine everyday, which is kinda peaceful to me. I make lunch for myself, read more books, make friends from all over the world, take notes in classes.... I hope life is always this easy. People here are friendly, generous and polite. They immegrated to this international city for freedom and better life but of course not everyone is lucky. Certainly, rudeness also exists here. The most impressing thing for me is they do whatever they want, they are natural, they are being themselves. I can't help thinking about my life. Being careful, hiding real emotion, fake smile often drove me crazy. When is a lie not a lie? It's always a lie. Is omission a lie? I don't know. If it is, then everyone is deceived. This is what we are talking about on communication class, a never ending topic to do. Sometimes I get confused. I remember hearing someone saying my brain had been washed. There are something and somebody I really want to change but I know they will never be changed. I hope I was not a rebel so I can be one of them and I almost could..... I really appreciate I got the chance to do what I am doing right now or else I can't imagine what I could be facing. How many people think I deserve it? Probably less than a few. This could be a good thing, at least could be my motivation. Alright, I don't know why I was typing those words and I don't know what I was talking about. I might be still dreaming...... June 14 complaint Human beings are weird. When they talk about their governments to the people from the same countries, mostly they critisize and complain. On the contrary, when they talk about the same thing to the people from other countries, they praise as much as they can. It's like when you have a son(or daughter), of course you hope he would become successful(in most chinese families), so you do a lot of things for him including critisizing and being strict to him. You think he will get better and better because of what you did to him. In front of your relatives, your friends or your coworkers, you always say everything possible good about your son. I don't know if it's true in other countries, at least in China, I feel that. But in my opinion, sometimes you should be just, even if someone says some bad things about your son, you should think about it and then take useful part instead of yelling at that person and debating who is right. It's hard for a person who had experience in better situation to not complain anything in current situation. This person saw some children doing better job than your son was doing and gave you advice about how he can improve which you should be appreciate for. It's not a proper thing to tell that person the way your son was doing in is the best way in the world and try to change that person's mind. Not everyone in the world is doing the same thing as your son is doing. Be more logical and resonable.
May 28 anger Congratulations! Sharon Stone! You become famous these days when you are fifty which is so interesting! Your annoucement proves you are stupid again. Is it because you are going down in your career? Or you want to catch people's attention? You made it! All the Chinese people are watching you now. I believe the people who died from the earthquake are watching you too. I'm afraid you won't like our emotion though. I can feel people's rage right after you said something on your nasty face and "it doesn't matter" expression.
I have been thinking about practising my english writting for a long time but I didn't expect I would start writting because of a stupid woman. You did a good job Sharon Stone! You pissed me off and all Chinese people as well. I can't believe you had a high score from your IQ test. Do you take advantage of it everytime you say something? You failed. People would not listen to you any more. Your "art" will be considered as trash and your fame will be nothing.
I guess you never thought of those normal local people who died from the earthquake. Otherwise you would never say it's a retribution. There were more than 60000 innocent people died! And still more than 20000 people are missing. Many people lost their parents and children. The entire country is doing the best to help them. How dare you are! You are ignoring people's lives. You don't deserve anything but spurn. That's all you can get now. March 05 无病呻吟又一篇从来都喜欢潜水,喜欢看别人的BLOG.回顾上篇已经是半年前的事了.人就不知不觉这样老了,而且越老越快.
人生都是一个阶段一个阶段的,等你千辛万苦走过了一条大河,才发现淌水的过程是最幸福难忘的.淌过去了也就又到了另一个不知何去何从的阶段.一个个的目标与实现才能让自己感到还活着,只是树立目标的过程是需要勇气与考量的.
今年的2月有29天,四年一轮回,于是想起4年前的2月,还在会计师事务所里过着天天圆台面、打打网游的消遣日子.如今已是不知道在忙什么的社会人.想的多了自然烦恼也多了.人类一思考,上帝就发笑.人类为什么要思考?我情愿我的脑容量小到一天只能思考8小时.身边不乏有想法比我还多的朋友,看他们的BLOG时常都散发着忧郁的味道,其实挺羡慕他们的,能把自己的苦恼用文字表达出来,比我这种文笔超烂只能憋着的人要好多了.
突然发现已经很久没有联系一些朋友了,不知道你们现在还好不好?大家都是只有上班的时候才挂着MSN,回家都干吗去了?有了友情想要爱情,有了爱情想要更好的友情.但是两者都需要花时间,朋友许久不联系都会疏远,更别说认识的时间没有朋友久的爱人了.
MSN的SPACE越做越像FACEBOOK了,有些东西在中国是发展不了的,起码在网速超过别人的一半之前.
前两天看了TOM HANKS的经典老片<BIG>,在拥有了令人羡慕的所有东西之后,还是选择了回到小时候.如果我遇到了那台机器,我会选择重新活一次吗?也许会,也许不会...谁知道将来会发生什么事情呢?Don't think about too many factors when you have to choose. That would make you lose passion to your life.
越来越讨厌黑夜,让人郁闷,恐慌,焦虑以及胡思乱想...... August 21 向往真空状态上篇的回复真让我感动....原来还是有那么多人关心我的哈哈~~
喜欢看好友的BLOG, 原来一直以来大家都在不知不觉中成长,在努力的过活,在平凡中体会和感动.
某人说,现在他才发现一句话有道理,大致意思是:有些事情要跟着自己的感觉去做,不要顾虑后果,不要违背自己的情感,就算失败了也不会后悔.
还说现在发现是不是太晚了. 哈哈~~我想告诉你,人活着就是不断的追求自己喜欢的东西,明白这个道理一点也不晚,因为你的人生将因此而精彩.
看看周围的好友,其实大家都是唯心主义者,都在追求精神上的依赖和契合,相比那些唯物主义者显得可爱多了.
原来大家都会为了追求幸福而不顾一切,原来我不是the only one.
是不是我们太年轻?还是太晚熟?很想说,请保持你们最初的梦想和单纯.
最近一直被说成越来越美国了....美国的思路,美国的标准.....美国的思路和标准是什么?
不可否认有一些东西自己是比不上人家,但是赞同并不代表盲目崇拜.
我赞同中国的教育应该改革,我赞同选择伴侣不应该只看物质方面,我赞同年龄并不代表婚姻,我赞同了解需要时间........
我赞同许多东西,有时甚至认为一些愚昧的想法会让人窒息,如果我是在西方社会我会多么自由,多么的没有压力.....
但是,这是有事实基础的,考虑....比较....然后赞同.
取其精华,去其糟粕. 这是鲁迅说的,不是莎士比亚说的. June 28 无厘头 每次想写点什么的时候开头总是让我头痛的要命,怎么开?这是一个复杂的问题....是开的简单还是开的复杂?是开的乏味还是开的矫情?以至于每次的写作想法都被扼杀在开头上.今天我终于忍不住了,就随便开开吧!
近2个月只能用无聊来形容,而且貌似生活圈子越来越小,天天见固定的那些人,走固定的那些路,坐固定的那些车.连中饭都想不出吃什么了!!为什么有些人就生活的津津乐道?一个人没事情的时候可以自娱自乐?还有就是单身的朋友,怎么能耐得住寂寞?难道一个人真的可以很快乐?即使在现在这样社会压力那么大的年代....虽然我不想承认女孩子的年龄和满意的婚姻成反比,但是很可惜这是事实.原来不相信到了21世纪竟然还会存在这么原始的状况,可是现在看来确实存在着并且猖狂着.也许不适用于每个女孩子,大家也不必过于恐慌.....
今天meet了一个french guy.虽然他的英语不是很标准,但我发现teaching chinese蛮有劲的....
上星期打网球结果手臂肌肉拉伤,抬啊抬伐起来.游泳时忘记了曾经学会过的自由泳.练愉伽时屁股抽了筋.....看来还是缺乏运动,眼看着身上的肥肉越长越多.
最近怎么关心我的人越来越少了?大家都在忙啥啊?瞎忙有撒忙头,关心我是大事!
额......有点缺乏睡眠....所以我决定..............去睡觉了! |
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